yea so today sucked :(
I overslept, and missed my review organic class. So I went to physics. I was happy, I looked cute, I got those pinstripe pants, I was still high on last night. Lab was awesome, I fucking laughed the entire time. Im friend with Danielle, Jenika and Ryan. Lab was boooooring though, he talked and talked. was all freaking cause i dont come to class so now i have to go all the time. I drove home called Yale boy, told my mom about him. When she proceeded to tell me hes just like Justin, and hes going to break my heart. And oh yea hes a slut too.
Moving on I drive to fucking new haven. Get sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lost for an hour and a half. I have my period, im tired, I start crying. hes like no help on the phone. Finally I get there, park awfully cause i dont know how to parallel. (i cant spell it either) I was upset cause i was lost. And hes going on about how I dont know what real traffic is, blah blah fucking blah. screw you ok? I just drove to see your stupid ass. We sit down and start to watch the mexican. I know he wants to fuck me. Thank god for my period.
We go in his room and talk, eventually we end up on his bed. I wouldnt even face him he starts kissing my neck, and im freaking out because i think hes gonna lick my earring and i dont want it to get infected. Anyways he starts kissing my lips and i absolutely freeeeeeeak out. You dont even know, flash backs of Justin, god i wanna start crying thinking about it. All I can think is, me getting attached, us fucking, and him leaving me, not caring about how I feel. Then of course I say i cant do this, and start crying. I roll over and start sobbing and hes all not even touching me. just letting me cry. That made me feel real great. Eventually he patted me on the back, i had to ask for a tissue. that really predicts how its gonna be. Anyways i just figured that out now. Then we are laying there all silent listening to dave. And even while we were kissing, I was like 'oh fuck youre going to ruin dave for me' I dont ever think about how good it feels, I just think other stupid shit like that.
Anyways I Figure i should give him another chance and we start talking about blow jobs. shocking i know. and how girls dont know how to give hime blahblahblabhlahb like i believe i word he was saying. So I gave him one, cause im a slut like that. Ok his penis is I dunno not small, its really thick but its fucking curved. hahahahhaha like a banana!!!!! hahahahhaha duude lol. anyways. so its really hard to do stuff cause it doesn't like fit in my mouth right. and I like if you lick it, most of the time, it will pop up into your mouth, so you dont have to touch it, its kinda cool. So i give really fucking good blowjobs. And I started to use my hand, cause im just awesome like that. he hes all Im gonna cum. im gonna cum, no hand. so i had to stop using my hand. dude all fucking cocks smell so funny. And I Got hair in my mouth :( and he says hes gonna cum. So Im like ok and start to stop. and OMG! he starts fucking screaming like a girl. 'faster faster, hand hand, faster' now im absolutely disgusted. cause it was all high pitched. and I put my tongue over the hole so that i can kinda stop the cum from shooting back so far, does anyone else do this stuff. and it comes out my fucking nose!!!! So I gross the fuck out, sit up and spit it all over him. Like totally grossing, out. Taste soooooo bad, Ive never tasted cum that bad. And Im telling him 'omg that was disgusting, you have the worst tasting cum ever' spitting and blowing my nose. God My throat even hurted afterwards.
So I know you all wanted to know that. But i pretty much figured out hes justins clone, and i told him earlier he was just like J, and hes all there arent too many guys like me. But I think iwas hurting his feelings that i said that. Cause i said my nose hurted, and hes like, you want some coke?? omg now im just like your ex.
And then it was time to go. and thank god no cum got on my new pants. then I would have been pissed. I let him clean up by himself. He cant take a bra off either. gay. uhh...So I left. he kissed me on the cheek goodbye, told me not to worry about the crying thing. and I drove away. I found my way home better. But I give up. *sigh*
Then my mom wants to talk to me...blah blah fuclking blah. I start crying cause of money, I owe her a ton. I said i should have worked a double on sunday, keep in mind i worked 12 on fri, 14 on sat and it would have been another 14 and shes like yea you should have. i said I was tired, anyways, and she starts giving me thses snotty all well looks. So i said fuck you, whatever you dont know, whatever and walked away. she tried to come in here telling me obi wanted to come in. But i turned up the music til she went away.
So that was my shitty ass day.
My nose hurts and it tastes like chlorine. :(
good news, andrew broke his collarbone and arm, so hes out of football for the whole season.
moral of the story? fuck 15 yr olds.